Yesterday, I felt a tiny energy shift within.
An itty bitty little baby of a spark.
You see, I’ve been living in a void space for some time now, hovering over a pool of despair and depression…but just not quite dipping my toe into the dark water.
I’ve been existing in a form of stasis, like a dragonfly in amber…not quite in “survival mode” (thank you, self, for all that nervous system regulation work)…but definitely living inside of a deep, intense PAUSE.
Like the still, quiet before a storm.
I can see overwhelm out of the corner of my eye.
Paralysis also exists in this liminal space.
And the urges to distract and dissociate are soooooo tempting.
Netflix binges while eating heaping plates of pasta while scrolling hours on Instagram while not paying attention to any. of. it.
Here we are friends, in the shadow of Entropy, where we have lost our energy. We are depleted. We are inside of a great pause – a gestation period for what’s coming next.
Batten down the hatches. Secure your helmets. Strap on your light worker gear.
We’re about to give birth to 2023.
SO…
If you’ve been caught in the void – that empty space we tend to find so exhausting and uncomfy….
If you’ve been questioning and doubting your every move….
If you’ve been trying to push through and force yourself to get things done, to create, to work, to “summon the energy”…
If you’ve been doing everything you can to numb or avoid your discomfort….
Then join me for a shamanic shadow work journey as we move through the 1st Gene Key Shadow: Entropy; the way of numbness.
Love & magic,
~ Breean Elyse